Finally Said It.

I finally said it. Well actually write it down in email and send it to him. After try to control myself for not saying that (for almost 2 weeks), I finally failed.

But please don't imagining that I wrote long and boring email. Coz I don't do that. I just wrote down 1 line as opening and  'I miss You'. As simple as that.

Don't wanna add my mistake list by saying lots of word that might hurt him (again). But in the other hand, I don't wanna lie. I mean.. I do missed him. Missed our chat even it's just about weather or even just a short 'hi' and 'how are you'. 


I do feel relief after tell him that I missed him. But yet.. I think I shouldn't do it to often now. Kinda not fair for him.

Please help me Allah..

 

B'day Message

Got this message on my B'day about 2 weeks a go. 

It was really a surprise for me coz he never mention it before. 

Anyway.. thank you for this lovely words dear...

MY Sweet Putri

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears.
But I can listen to you and together we will search for answers.

I can't change your past with all its heartache and pain,
Nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, success, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask.

I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you, and wait for you.

I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself.

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces and put them back in place.

I can't tell you who you are.
I can only be your friend.

ONLY YOURS