I'm scared to start another relation with a man after what I had in the past. Not just because it was so hurtful before but also because I still in a shadow of my parents broken marriage. I mean what if I end up the same like their marriage? Like my mom who's left behind with two kids. And if it's happened, I wonder will I survive??
You see...it took a lot of courage when I started that relation. And when it finally end, I feel like there's no other chance for me. Although in some point I realize that it wasn't my fault. I mean.. I'm not the one who lied. And now.. I still try to convince myself that there's no guarantee that what happened to my parents will happen to me. I'm still try to convince that there's a man out there that really there for me and its just a matter of time before we finally meet.
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Hey, girl, I suggest not too worry about it. u're right, there must be somebody for someone. u'll meet him in the right time and the right place, let's pray...
ReplyDeleteI am sure Allah has prepared a good guy for you. It's just about time.
ReplyDeleteDo you know Paramore's song "The only Exception"? try to listen to it and watch the video clip, it's a nice song. :P
Thanks :)
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